- 11.
They got to the studio
They got to the studio.
Liam was sitting there, his head in his hands.
He had two letters.
[My Second Letter to My Family, A Letter I
Can’t Send.]
Şeptember 30, 2022.
I know this letter won’t be sent.
But I still want to write something, while I still
have time.
Maybe you’ll read it one day, ha ha.
It’s been six months and I’m still alive.
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I opened a flower shop. It’s okay.
The doctor says my mood can help me live
longer.
I believe it.
Jake, you and Lily must be having fun in
Hawaii.
I’m a little jealous.
At least you cared about me once.
I remember when I moved in with the Smiths, I
was nervous.
But Jake was more nervous.
He made me laugh
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He made me laugh.
At first, we got along really well.
I knew you adopted Lily and did everything for
her.
I thought, if Jake loves her, I should protect
her too.
Lily was stuck in the bathroom, I got her out
of there.
But I didn’t know why. She was still stuck in
the bathroom.
The cameras saw me.
I went home and tried to explain, but Jake
clapped me
Sappey 1110.
I cried myself to sleep that night.
I ate breakfast and got slapped again.
I didn’t go to the hospital to apologize to Lily.
“Sarah, I can understand why you did that,
but the Smiths don’t act like that.”
Jake was scary.
Later, I tried to explain, but I was tired.
Then Jake got angry.
“Sarah, I hate you like this.”
Jake, how can I make you happy?
I never could.
Liam thought the same thing.
Liam looked at me like I had the plague.
I thought he didn’t want me to hurt Lily.
I was so happy when I saw him at school.
I never got to say goodbye when I moved.
I felt guilty.
I said hi.
But I heard people talking about me:
“Why is that poor kid staring at Sarah?”
“He probably knows her. She came from the
slums.”
“He’s good at school, I’ll bet he wants to get
into med school. If he is, I’ll have his hand
broken.”
I stopped.
I punched him. “Don’t look at me, trash.”
I ran away.
Later, he was blocked in an alley.
I hit everyone with a bat.
Liam fainted and I went to find help.
But he was gone
く
Then I heard that Lily saved him.
I was the bad guy.
I gave up.
I want to say sorry to Liam.
For calling him trash.
I hope you are always safe and happy.
Same with Jake.
Oh yeah.
The kitten was luckier than me.
I stayed out all night to help her find her
mom.
I was tired, but I was happy for her.
I waited twelve years.
I waited for my mom and Jake to hate me.
